Now you see me for who i am.

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I just got back home from a very very stressful/ tiring day at work and I'm shack as hell. I was so glad i had the chance to meet up with kenzee after work and we had dinner (well i was the only one eating cus he already ate..so yeah it was only ME.) Talked alot about random shits that everyone has been bitching/commenting/gossiping about..and some irritated the hell outta me. Shall not elaborate.

Kenzee is out with Dan..it's clubbing for the guys tonight. So i decided to back off a little and give them some "man's day out" space thingy?? (hmm..)

...back at home, the big guy got heated up and started yelling and anger was flying everywhere. I, obviously didn't want to interfere although it does gets on my nerves and not every single thing the big guy says is true. F*ck it's bloody irritating, he loves twisting his words and get all frustrated and thinks he's always right and he's doing this reverse psychology thingy that is really F*CKING ME UP! I feel like standing up for the both the folks at home but i can't

OMG! f*ck f*ck f*ck! "talking to you is like talking to a f*cking brick wall" words from the big guy. argh!

I already got so much on my mind. Why are they all ganging up on me. Am i having karma. Wait! Do i even believe in Karma? No No, IS there such thing as karma's?

.....................(lost for words) Let's all just take a break now and relax.

Kenzee has been kind enough to lend me his ipod for like i think the longest time pfftt. 3/4 days?? hahah. I'm starting to miss all the old bands that i have been listening to since i was in primary 6 which was like 5 years ago.

Such as Rufio, Paramore and Billy Talent (random random) Okay, so Rufio was like during my old school 12 years old days and i kinda miss listening to them. (hello..being random again) Billy talent reminds me more of when i first got together with ken which was like 2++ years ago. (i know I'm way way too random)

Blame it on the boredom I'm facing right now. Not forgetting i have to be at work at like 8am in the morning. Not later than that or one minute later than that its freaking EIGHT! So that means i have to wake up at 6! and y'all know the fact that I'm not schooling and i terribly hate waking up at that time. Its like almost waking up for school but instead you're waking up for work which gives you Fucked up money. jeez papaweez!

I need lots of break. I need lots of new clothes to cool myself down. I neeed to listen to rufio.

Goodnight kisses from the letter G!