Now you see me for who i am.

vacuuming you outta my system.

Blogging again. This time, i've made up my mind. I've learned alot of things over the past month and i realised how childish, irritating, annoying and selfish i am. So i'm starting afresh. I'm getting rid of my past and cleaning my system to invite the new habits. I usually don't get emotional and i know things went out of control. So i just thought of reformatting my brain.

I have so many things to look forward to. Dinner with Dave and colleague tonight. Jamming session on Monday with Sofie. Can't wait for my granny to have a safe trip back home from the Philippines. My trip to the US to visit my cousin at the end of the year (that's if i managed to save up enough for my expenses).

I can't wait to get my mid-year exam over and done with. Can't wait till i get a cert. Can't wait to get into Ngee Ann (or Nanyang) Can't wait to really get a life and start settling down. With lots and lots of friends and just be the totally happy me.

Oh and i am not psycho. I'm just suffering from depression. That explains my previous posts. Which i know was really freaky. Grrr...Cut me some slack will ya. Im still a girl right. Can't girls feel a little sad sometimes. haha. We are emotional little creatures.

I miss my granny♥

vammoose!