Now you see me for who i am.

What lollipop flavour would you like to taste?

Ola again. I'm back for another quiet time at home with my black beauty. Let's see, I've been hanging alot with the BBH guys (bro's before hoe's). Practically been bumming around. Midnight snacks and slumber parties, gossips and plans (they do give good advises and are great listeners). Than they did their guy thang fixing bikes and shits the next afternoon (justice got his new bike which was pretty sweeeet). Caught up with them at skate park after that while they did their tricks and what knots.

Gonna keep this short, basically, bullocks is working now. It's apparently his holidays and he decided to earn some "kaching" on his spare time (on top of his allowance). He told me he was tired and all although it's his 3rd day (only) haha i still feel sorry for him.

Anyway news flash, not all are happy times when I'm with that guy. Bullocks had made a few mistakes and i too was being such a provoker, things went out of hand. I'm just writing this down to help us remember what just happened and hopefully things will go on the steady path again.

I don't usually do this. Typing down what i feel or the "insight" of my relationship. But i guess sometimes it's good to show people the truth that not all relationships turns out perfect (like those crappy fairy tales that's all bullshits you can fuck that!) and that every single human being makes mistakes. It's bound to happen we turn nasty, we get jealous, get paranoid, jump to conclusion, being over protective, we tend to control what they do, eat, who they hang out with, where to go, what to buy, ask alot of questions like when, where, how, what, why, why and more whys. And so what do you do to make things work (in my opinion), pick yourself up and change for the better. leave the ugly past behind. Wash it in the washing machine if you want and start with a fresh with clean sheets.

To me, understanding, co-operation and trust is all i need. It's that simple. Nothing else. The rest is up to you to decide.

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