Now you see me for who i am.

Happy 76th Birthday Grandma.

It was a terrible start. Everyone- i assume, kinda forgotten that it was nan's birthday today. The worst thing was that i was the first person who came back home and did my daily chores as if it was any other ordinary day and said nothing. No wonder she got all moody and didn't even bothered answering any of my questions. Oh man! I totally had no idea that today was the 12th. I kinda some how lost track of time. It's damn bad. I didn't even baked her a cake or made her a card but the least i could do was wish her a Happy birthday finally (it's not much, in my perspective since she took care of me since forever). And that was only after my dad and brother wished her. ha.ha. i was the last person who went up to her and gave her a hug (omg! this is absolutely not a laughing matter). And plus the most awful thing was that it felt freaking awkward while i was hugging and wishing her cus all of this should come naturally where everyone is happy and merry right? but shucks! for me it felt rather awkward and embarrassing. She even gave me that cold treatment and that "eye stare" thing. I swear, i really felt like punching myself dead. This is not a good day. At all. terrible terrible. terrible.

Some of my relatives will be coming over for dinner tonight. I hope all things go well.
Happy birthday again Grandma and I'll make sure this will never never happen again.

Love, Glennys.